well ? is been a long long time again since i updated my blog.
I have forgotten what happen for the past few days

All i can remember is .. holiday is coming and i haven plan my activities yet..
One day , i went home.. and was taking my bath, suddenly the electricity was cut.
Crap!!!!! then i stopped and changed. to my clothes.. Luckt i was ALMOST finish.
Is like hours .. Waiting waiting waiting i felt cold wha=en i wasn't in my room.
I hugged myself. Alone in at living room with a candle..
Then i went up to my room holding a candle..
Hoping someone could accompany, be right beside me..
I'm waiting i felt hot .. sweating.. and i can't barely even sleep.
I felt scared for some reason..

Today, i meet my old friends i was gald to meet them..
They never change..
I miss them Alot.
I hope i'll get forgivennessn
Teacher getting married .. =)
LOL. tomorrow i don't know what to do..
Boring.,..

WOW!! so banyak thing happen since i didnt update my dear dear blog.. =.=

i really enjoy my saturday, but i feel that i been felt out by Ashley.. ( including Chia loon)

ish ish .. lonely =)

Meet keivin during that day i've been felt alone..

Whee !! new friend..

LOL. i've gone hyper these few days

SUNDAY , 1 nov 2009

Celebrate my dad's birthday !!

i love the cake though, blueberry ..

Dad look very very happy .

i'm glad that he is..

The smile on his face makes me happy too..

Ate thai food , so sedap!!

So full that time cannot finish.. LOL

MONDAY, 2 nov 2009

Back to school..

ish ish damn noisy ..

Teacher don't even teach a SINGLE word!!!

Come to school for what ?

Wasting my time only..

Its was raining after school me and MAy walk under the rain.. (whooee)

didn't get sick weih !! hees

TUESDAY, 3 nov 2009

volleyball rox..

me love volleyball.!!

but then i hurt miiself =(

Sad sad .. KELIAN ME LAR..

aiyor, like that also can hurt 1..?

clumsy me.. -sigh-

WEDNESDAY, 4 nov 2009

doing nothing at home other than just texting..

waiting replyss

eat , study ...

see!! me soo rajin ..( LEARN FROM ME MA..)

LOL.

OKAY LAR.. everything updated already

Ciaoo..

Finally

it has been days my blog has not been updated

Days only though , cause i have to sleep over Mae Qi's house .

I ate alot of junk food that we brought from 7eleven .people was like looking at us ! =)

Too bad May have to miss the food !! LOL.

i saw someone i used to like that day, ( if his not that boring , i think i'll like him till now though)

SHH!! don't tell !! LOL.

While we were watching movie... this stupid person keep on kacau-ing me !! Spoil my mood ..

Me and Mae Qi chat-ed alot of our problem stuff. Playing around... (So fun and awesome)

but i can't sleep!! for some reason!! MQ should know why ..

And then i went home unpack all my stuffs

And went to bed..

The next day i went to the market( smelly)

Brought some food.

Went back home and watch my tv..

Sudden ly my phone rang..

sms from my sister say whether want follow her go eat'dim sum with kai ma ornot..

Firstly i said no, cause i just ate..

Then she said no accompany ..

So i said yes .

Kai ma was driving around to find the restaurant suddenly we pass by a blessing hall and my sister saw Lobak ..(use to be a true friend)

I was looking at the direction where she pointed, when i saw her i felt scare ..

Hoping she never see me and we never go down from the car.

my eye started filling with tears, and i don't know why ..

But no matter what i'll try to hide my tears ..

Its weird why i'll cry though.

Don't know when will i have my friend back..

I know what i did to her was something very wrong , but i just don't what did i did..

i just want an answer thats all ..

anyways it has been a long day ..

Whats wrong ?

Today i felt so tired..So sleepy but i cannot sleep.

LOL. Mae Qi !! Come over my house tomorrow !!

i don't have to be alone at home..

Always alone, no offence. (T.T)

i didn't know our class boys so [ham sap]

Why all also the same ?

LOL

i have my own "judy!!!"( only Alyssa and J.J know )

But is ugly ..(Alyssa one worst )

LOL.

i fail alot of my exams paper!! -SIGH-

Sh*t lar.. T.T

HOW ? i have no concentratetion on studies ..

don't think i can't improve anymore.

HELP!!!!

Crazy Day

Today class going wild and mad!!!! So crazy .. but anyway i still fail my exams already ...so dead dude . T.T

i'm lonely

So lonely

Mae Qi not coming to school for a few days..she also feel like tranfering ..

Fine !! Go ahead !! NOBODY STOPPING YOU..

i know i'm not a very good friend.

I also dont think i'll be fine.

Well, it has been a day though..

I'm tired

Hmm... What a day ..

Yesterday midnight, Got a phonecall from Ashley (she keep on saying i wanna go home ) HAHA . Long Story man...
Don't really want to explian..
Today IOI have this Deepavali Performance thingy, interesting ..
Nobody fetching me to IOI mall tomorrow.
T.T
At least not so boring
I've visit my grandfather in hospital
Many "ke lian " people..
I don't know how to say( but actually we are very lucky)
................................ -speechless-

Oh my GOD

Whee!! nothing happen today ..

No offence !! -Sigh- I'm telling you i can be bored to dead..

I'm Serious.. Not a joke or something..

Next Sunday night i have to perform on stage, singing..Argh!i'm nervous =(

T.T

How ? Help me .. (scared) I have bad news from My sis but i don't wanna share ..

Just keep it to myself..But all i can say is WHF!

i've been so lonely these few days.

All my friend going out ..Having fun ... While i'm stuck al home =(

This is so NOT cool..

mmm.. i smell FOOD !! gotta go..(hungry) :p