LOOK WITHIN

You told me i was beautiful

It mean so much to me.

But when i looked into the mirror

There was no beauty i could see.

I asked you why you you lied.

Then you told me to look closer

Because i'm beautiful inside....

i'm a lonely, silent stranger,

And to myself untrue,

I hide behind a mask , you see.

That no one can unglue.

i sit alone and think at night,

And wish that i could cry.

But my mask will not allow it,

So my eyes are always dry nowadays.

I long to share what's underneath,

This painful mask of mine.

But everyone that i can trust,

Just doesn't have the time.

Alone in this uniqueness,

That nobody can see,

Because i hide myself so well,

They cannot hear my plea.

I'll try to struggle on alone,

And yes.i'll get crush down.

But i will keep on stiving,

Until myself is found.

I'll wait till i've succeeded,

And can live without a mask.

Then i'll help another stranger,

That was too afraid to ask..

I'm sorry, i've betrayed you.. I'm sorry if i hurted you, cause i've been hiding in the dark all along..Doing things i'm not suppose to do.. i've known how much i mean to you..

You said i'm part of you ..

I've cried feeling gulity and i'm lucky to be part of you. This isn't a joke, i'm speaking out loud now!! and apologize for my mistakes.

Don't you think i'm wasting your time ? seriously? i felt useless.... for not being by your side when you needed me.

Maybe we're trying too hard.Maybe we turned apart ? i'm sorry .. i just don't want you to waste your time on me.. but...

I LOVE YOU.