Finally

it has been days my blog has not been updated

Days only though , cause i have to sleep over Mae Qi's house .

I ate alot of junk food that we brought from 7eleven .people was like looking at us ! =)

Too bad May have to miss the food !! LOL.

i saw someone i used to like that day, ( if his not that boring , i think i'll like him till now though)

SHH!! don't tell !! LOL.

While we were watching movie... this stupid person keep on kacau-ing me !! Spoil my mood ..

Me and Mae Qi chat-ed alot of our problem stuff. Playing around... (So fun and awesome)

but i can't sleep!! for some reason!! MQ should know why ..

And then i went home unpack all my stuffs

And went to bed..

The next day i went to the market( smelly)

Brought some food.

Went back home and watch my tv..

Sudden ly my phone rang..

sms from my sister say whether want follow her go eat'dim sum with kai ma ornot..

Firstly i said no, cause i just ate..

Then she said no accompany ..

So i said yes .

Kai ma was driving around to find the restaurant suddenly we pass by a blessing hall and my sister saw Lobak ..(use to be a true friend)

I was looking at the direction where she pointed, when i saw her i felt scare ..

Hoping she never see me and we never go down from the car.

my eye started filling with tears, and i don't know why ..

But no matter what i'll try to hide my tears ..

Its weird why i'll cry though.

Don't know when will i have my friend back..

I know what i did to her was something very wrong , but i just don't what did i did..

i just want an answer thats all ..

anyways it has been a long day ..

Whats wrong ?

Today i felt so tired..So sleepy but i cannot sleep.

LOL. Mae Qi !! Come over my house tomorrow !!

i don't have to be alone at home..

Always alone, no offence. (T.T)

i didn't know our class boys so [ham sap]

Why all also the same ?

LOL

i have my own "judy!!!"( only Alyssa and J.J know )

But is ugly ..(Alyssa one worst )

LOL.

i fail alot of my exams paper!! -SIGH-

Sh*t lar.. T.T

HOW ? i have no concentratetion on studies ..

don't think i can't improve anymore.

HELP!!!!

Crazy Day

Today class going wild and mad!!!! So crazy .. but anyway i still fail my exams already ...so dead dude . T.T

i'm lonely

So lonely

Mae Qi not coming to school for a few days..she also feel like tranfering ..

Fine !! Go ahead !! NOBODY STOPPING YOU..

i know i'm not a very good friend.

I also dont think i'll be fine.

Well, it has been a day though..

I'm tired

Hmm... What a day ..

Yesterday midnight, Got a phonecall from Ashley (she keep on saying i wanna go home ) HAHA . Long Story man...
Don't really want to explian..
Today IOI have this Deepavali Performance thingy, interesting ..
Nobody fetching me to IOI mall tomorrow.
T.T
At least not so boring
I've visit my grandfather in hospital
Many "ke lian " people..
I don't know how to say( but actually we are very lucky)
................................ -speechless-

Oh my GOD

Whee!! nothing happen today ..

No offence !! -Sigh- I'm telling you i can be bored to dead..

I'm Serious.. Not a joke or something..

Next Sunday night i have to perform on stage, singing..Argh!i'm nervous =(

T.T

How ? Help me .. (scared) I have bad news from My sis but i don't wanna share ..

Just keep it to myself..But all i can say is WHF!

i've been so lonely these few days.

All my friend going out ..Having fun ... While i'm stuck al home =(

This is so NOT cool..

mmm.. i smell FOOD !! gotta go..(hungry) :p

Holiday Suck !! ( for me )

Argh!!! Holiday sucks !! Who curse me ?? I've been writing this Post three Times !!

CiS!!! geram-nya...

i've been watching tv all day long to past my stupid time ..

Yer.. boring day ... BORING ! BORING ! BORING!

Holiday last for 4 days ..

How am i gonna "TAHAN" ????

OH FOR HEAVEN SAKE !! I WANT MATI ALREADY !!

OH YA !! STUPID BAB*tut*ss playing FIREWORK !! so what ? Lan Ci ... they can play we chinese CANNOT PLAY .. WTF??

darn those BAB*TUT*SS

Argh !!!! i wish i can have my freedom ! ( actually i already have but only in the house !!)

=(

What can i say ..

Life style is sh*t and annoying , another st*t-ty day here =p . But, hey!! i saw that dude [ m.s ] He just suddenly appear in my face but didn't get to say 'hi' ofcourse.. i don't care anyways =)
( i was sleeping in the car and Arvin started shouted YES!!!!! i was like ? WHAT HAPPEN ?? and then he shouted I LOVE FLYFM !! Then i know whats happen already ! I think he won the akon tickets) Argh!!! i want to go !!! Bring me go !! =( LUCKY FELLOW ! YOUR LUCKY DAY LAR)
[ THE BOOK ]
Only Ashley Sio and Alyssa Tan and May understand!! Hey, that book is finish-ing , my broken english LIFE is there.. whoever keeping it .. KEEP IT PROPERLY!!! Don't lose it !!
Our love stories is in there.. [May, choose one nice new book okay ?]
[in class ]
everyone seem so sleepy today ! everybody lying down (so quite) This is so not 1C1 !! SO NOT !!=P Marytn is really freak-ing weird !! (WEIRDO ) I feel like im writing every single second of my life .. LOL

Weird day

Today is 'pretty' weird ..Neesha have this chinglish book that is full of weird pictures like signs and broken english menu. (FULL OF CRAPS THAT IS FUNNY) Today exams suckss i was too tired so i was asleep, and i have this weird dream ...is about floating on a hot air balloon ( i know , retard ..What kind of dream is this ?) WHAO!! i'm so fcukish today... WEIRDEST DAY OF MY LIFE ! i Miss my old life .. (yes!! i do ..) is not so complicated i wonder what i'll be in the future .. i've been stuck in the car like so long, cause 'we' got caught in the stupid jam [ is traffic jam not that jam ] and i saw A disgusting driver ..He was digging his nose !! [ eww!! feel like puke-ing ] i don't want continue seeing!! [ i forgot tell May !! =p] hahaahaha..

My WEIRDEST day!!

Sh*t y'all =p

i'm sorry if i've hurt you

Actually i've been missing you ...
I'm just tired with my life...
i'm tired of everything...
I'm always confused..
Forgive me ...

I'm sorry .. im just very confused..
i Don't know what the shit i'm say right now..