well ? is been a long long time again since i updated my blog.
I have forgotten what happen for the past few days

All i can remember is .. holiday is coming and i haven plan my activities yet..
One day , i went home.. and was taking my bath, suddenly the electricity was cut.
Crap!!!!! then i stopped and changed. to my clothes.. Luckt i was ALMOST finish.
Is like hours .. Waiting waiting waiting i felt cold wha=en i wasn't in my room.
I hugged myself. Alone in at living room with a candle..
Then i went up to my room holding a candle..
Hoping someone could accompany, be right beside me..
I'm waiting i felt hot .. sweating.. and i can't barely even sleep.
I felt scared for some reason..

Today, i meet my old friends i was gald to meet them..
They never change..
I miss them Alot.
I hope i'll get forgivennessn
Teacher getting married .. =)
LOL. tomorrow i don't know what to do..
Boring.,..

WOW!! so banyak thing happen since i didnt update my dear dear blog.. =.=

i really enjoy my saturday, but i feel that i been felt out by Ashley.. ( including Chia loon)

ish ish .. lonely =)

Meet keivin during that day i've been felt alone..

Whee !! new friend..

LOL. i've gone hyper these few days

SUNDAY , 1 nov 2009

Celebrate my dad's birthday !!

i love the cake though, blueberry ..

Dad look very very happy .

i'm glad that he is..

The smile on his face makes me happy too..

Ate thai food , so sedap!!

So full that time cannot finish.. LOL

MONDAY, 2 nov 2009

Back to school..

ish ish damn noisy ..

Teacher don't even teach a SINGLE word!!!

Come to school for what ?

Wasting my time only..

Its was raining after school me and MAy walk under the rain.. (whooee)

didn't get sick weih !! hees

TUESDAY, 3 nov 2009

volleyball rox..

me love volleyball.!!

but then i hurt miiself =(

Sad sad .. KELIAN ME LAR..

aiyor, like that also can hurt 1..?

clumsy me.. -sigh-

WEDNESDAY, 4 nov 2009

doing nothing at home other than just texting..

waiting replyss

eat , study ...

see!! me soo rajin ..( LEARN FROM ME MA..)

LOL.

OKAY LAR.. everything updated already

Ciaoo..

Finally

it has been days my blog has not been updated

Days only though , cause i have to sleep over Mae Qi's house .

I ate alot of junk food that we brought from 7eleven .people was like looking at us ! =)

Too bad May have to miss the food !! LOL.

i saw someone i used to like that day, ( if his not that boring , i think i'll like him till now though)

SHH!! don't tell !! LOL.

While we were watching movie... this stupid person keep on kacau-ing me !! Spoil my mood ..

Me and Mae Qi chat-ed alot of our problem stuff. Playing around... (So fun and awesome)

but i can't sleep!! for some reason!! MQ should know why ..

And then i went home unpack all my stuffs

And went to bed..

The next day i went to the market( smelly)

Brought some food.

Went back home and watch my tv..

Sudden ly my phone rang..

sms from my sister say whether want follow her go eat'dim sum with kai ma ornot..

Firstly i said no, cause i just ate..

Then she said no accompany ..

So i said yes .

Kai ma was driving around to find the restaurant suddenly we pass by a blessing hall and my sister saw Lobak ..(use to be a true friend)

I was looking at the direction where she pointed, when i saw her i felt scare ..

Hoping she never see me and we never go down from the car.

my eye started filling with tears, and i don't know why ..

But no matter what i'll try to hide my tears ..

Its weird why i'll cry though.

Don't know when will i have my friend back..

I know what i did to her was something very wrong , but i just don't what did i did..

i just want an answer thats all ..

anyways it has been a long day ..

Whats wrong ?

Today i felt so tired..So sleepy but i cannot sleep.

LOL. Mae Qi !! Come over my house tomorrow !!

i don't have to be alone at home..

Always alone, no offence. (T.T)

i didn't know our class boys so [ham sap]

Why all also the same ?

LOL

i have my own "judy!!!"( only Alyssa and J.J know )

But is ugly ..(Alyssa one worst )

LOL.

i fail alot of my exams paper!! -SIGH-

Sh*t lar.. T.T

HOW ? i have no concentratetion on studies ..

don't think i can't improve anymore.

HELP!!!!

Crazy Day

Today class going wild and mad!!!! So crazy .. but anyway i still fail my exams already ...so dead dude . T.T

i'm lonely

So lonely

Mae Qi not coming to school for a few days..she also feel like tranfering ..

Fine !! Go ahead !! NOBODY STOPPING YOU..

i know i'm not a very good friend.

I also dont think i'll be fine.

Well, it has been a day though..

I'm tired

Hmm... What a day ..

Yesterday midnight, Got a phonecall from Ashley (she keep on saying i wanna go home ) HAHA . Long Story man...
Don't really want to explian..
Today IOI have this Deepavali Performance thingy, interesting ..
Nobody fetching me to IOI mall tomorrow.
T.T
At least not so boring
I've visit my grandfather in hospital
Many "ke lian " people..
I don't know how to say( but actually we are very lucky)
................................ -speechless-

Oh my GOD

Whee!! nothing happen today ..

No offence !! -Sigh- I'm telling you i can be bored to dead..

I'm Serious.. Not a joke or something..

Next Sunday night i have to perform on stage, singing..Argh!i'm nervous =(

T.T

How ? Help me .. (scared) I have bad news from My sis but i don't wanna share ..

Just keep it to myself..But all i can say is WHF!

i've been so lonely these few days.

All my friend going out ..Having fun ... While i'm stuck al home =(

This is so NOT cool..

mmm.. i smell FOOD !! gotta go..(hungry) :p

Holiday Suck !! ( for me )

Argh!!! Holiday sucks !! Who curse me ?? I've been writing this Post three Times !!

CiS!!! geram-nya...

i've been watching tv all day long to past my stupid time ..

Yer.. boring day ... BORING ! BORING ! BORING!

Holiday last for 4 days ..

How am i gonna "TAHAN" ????

OH FOR HEAVEN SAKE !! I WANT MATI ALREADY !!

OH YA !! STUPID BAB*tut*ss playing FIREWORK !! so what ? Lan Ci ... they can play we chinese CANNOT PLAY .. WTF??

darn those BAB*TUT*SS

Argh !!!! i wish i can have my freedom ! ( actually i already have but only in the house !!)

=(

What can i say ..

Life style is sh*t and annoying , another st*t-ty day here =p . But, hey!! i saw that dude [ m.s ] He just suddenly appear in my face but didn't get to say 'hi' ofcourse.. i don't care anyways =)
( i was sleeping in the car and Arvin started shouted YES!!!!! i was like ? WHAT HAPPEN ?? and then he shouted I LOVE FLYFM !! Then i know whats happen already ! I think he won the akon tickets) Argh!!! i want to go !!! Bring me go !! =( LUCKY FELLOW ! YOUR LUCKY DAY LAR)
[ THE BOOK ]
Only Ashley Sio and Alyssa Tan and May understand!! Hey, that book is finish-ing , my broken english LIFE is there.. whoever keeping it .. KEEP IT PROPERLY!!! Don't lose it !!
Our love stories is in there.. [May, choose one nice new book okay ?]
[in class ]
everyone seem so sleepy today ! everybody lying down (so quite) This is so not 1C1 !! SO NOT !!=P Marytn is really freak-ing weird !! (WEIRDO ) I feel like im writing every single second of my life .. LOL

Weird day

Today is 'pretty' weird ..Neesha have this chinglish book that is full of weird pictures like signs and broken english menu. (FULL OF CRAPS THAT IS FUNNY) Today exams suckss i was too tired so i was asleep, and i have this weird dream ...is about floating on a hot air balloon ( i know , retard ..What kind of dream is this ?) WHAO!! i'm so fcukish today... WEIRDEST DAY OF MY LIFE ! i Miss my old life .. (yes!! i do ..) is not so complicated i wonder what i'll be in the future .. i've been stuck in the car like so long, cause 'we' got caught in the stupid jam [ is traffic jam not that jam ] and i saw A disgusting driver ..He was digging his nose !! [ eww!! feel like puke-ing ] i don't want continue seeing!! [ i forgot tell May !! =p] hahaahaha..

My WEIRDEST day!!

Sh*t y'all =p

i'm sorry if i've hurt you

Actually i've been missing you ...
I'm just tired with my life...
i'm tired of everything...
I'm always confused..
Forgive me ...

I'm sorry .. im just very confused..
i Don't know what the shit i'm say right now..

Shit " bored to the maxz"

My days so boring ...
So speechless
Need help here.

miss you guys..
So boring keep on studying studying..

Nothing much to say though .
NOTHING MUCH TO SAY

LOOK WITHIN

You told me i was beautiful

It mean so much to me.

But when i looked into the mirror

There was no beauty i could see.

I asked you why you you lied.

Then you told me to look closer

Because i'm beautiful inside....

i'm a lonely, silent stranger,

And to myself untrue,

I hide behind a mask , you see.

That no one can unglue.

i sit alone and think at night,

And wish that i could cry.

But my mask will not allow it,

So my eyes are always dry nowadays.

I long to share what's underneath,

This painful mask of mine.

But everyone that i can trust,

Just doesn't have the time.

Alone in this uniqueness,

That nobody can see,

Because i hide myself so well,

They cannot hear my plea.

I'll try to struggle on alone,

And yes.i'll get crush down.

But i will keep on stiving,

Until myself is found.

I'll wait till i've succeeded,

And can live without a mask.

Then i'll help another stranger,

That was too afraid to ask..

I'm sorry, i've betrayed you.. I'm sorry if i hurted you, cause i've been hiding in the dark all along..Doing things i'm not suppose to do.. i've known how much i mean to you..

You said i'm part of you ..

I've cried feeling gulity and i'm lucky to be part of you. This isn't a joke, i'm speaking out loud now!! and apologize for my mistakes.

Don't you think i'm wasting your time ? seriously? i felt useless.... for not being by your side when you needed me.

Maybe we're trying too hard.Maybe we turned apart ? i'm sorry .. i just don't want you to waste your time on me.. but...

I LOVE YOU.

A Journey To Stop Being 'LALA'

It's hard to change..All of a sudden..

It's so pain when you have to throw all your precious stuff away..

throw this.. throw that..

keep this .. keep that..

buy new stuff..

the result came out ..

make me look so diferent from the inside and outside ..

thank yoU Mae Qi..

Wat Kind Of LIFE IM I FACING ??


Today wow~~just like a dream...

The tears u use to share with my pillow..

waiting for u ...

wait

wait

and wait...

u finally came ..

miss u all so ..

love u guyxz..

MISSING YOU FELT SO LONELY...

I know that u can't teman me all the time..

but i felt lonely without u by my side ..

Worrying bout thing that shouldn't be worrying about..

scare a for a nightmares came true ..

But also hoping there's a dream come true..

Why we have to be so far apart ?

Living in the not same world ?

missing you for no reason..

Just need u to be by my side ..

Looking forward to see u agian ..

Hopefully this time i could remember your face..

U know u're not here i felt so unsafe in School?

Hahaha ..

all well end well ...

Life is never easy..

LIFE IS TOUGH NEVER EASY..

why life have to be so hard and tough all the time '?

Cant it be easy for once ?

Why must i have so many fight with so many fren ?

Why there always be pest in my life?

Emo ? why ?

Why must there emo in my life..

Jesus why ? why ? why ? and why..

My life doesn't mean anything to me now..

It is NOT improtant anymore ..

That is what i feel about myself..

I hav more sad memorys than happy memorys...

My life is very complicated ..

I need sumone beside me to support me

I need a hug

I need frens

BUT i dun wan to lose any frens..

I fail this request...

i lost alot of fren now..

Making new fren but dun wan to lose the old ones ..

Wat i have done wrong to deserve this pian ?

Why me ?

Wht now?


i'm died in my soul.. i guess ??

do u think so ?

Lost a best Friend

i lost a best friend ~~ i wanted to say sumthing to Alyssa

Alyssa:
Alyssa im sorry that we always fight and quarrel in our relationship as a fren ..
James and me really had nothing to talk .. is not that i dun wan to try talk to him ..Is because i can feel that James is very shy person so when i try talk to him it doesnt make any difference
I dun wan to lose a fren like u although we have alot in comment.I really dunno whether u still treat me as a fren ornot..
BUT watever it is .... just wanna say im sorry..
As a fren i really dun wan to lose a fren like u ..

(Hope people who is seeing this ..dun insult my english.. i noe is bad my english suckxx)

To JAMES :
James .. sorry for treating u bad..but i really cant stand u !! im sorry if i hurt u so...

Miss Bon o dori day ~~

Suddenly my fren remind me about bon o dori ~ haha ~
i saw some student from my school.. But all are lamemo! haha (stop beginning so lame and boring)
Bon o dori there's people dancing ~~ From far is very beauty and wonderful
I saw lot of leng lui .. my fren saw a happy femily walking so happily and cute ..^^
The children so so kawaii ~~

Haha~ alot of stuff happen to me to.. HAHA
(HOPE NEXT YEAR BON O DORI IS BETTER DEN THIS YEAR)

BUSTED~~


OH NO!! im been busted talking on the phone with my dear boyfren early in the morning everyday..

OH SHIT!! lucky daddy didnt keep my dearest phone .. if not i die man!! AH.. SO SO SO BAD LUCK LAR~~

Haiz~ dear ~ sorry oh ~ really going to miss u so much~
dun worry still keep in touch de la ..
dun kao other lui den i 'fong sum' ady de ..
paiseh paiseh~~


love u always neh!! love u so .. '

u took sumthing very improtant to me oh.. dun make me feel sad lor..

~~~~WHY~~~~~

why you need to ruin my life.. why can't u just chat or talk with me one on one ??
Isit hard?? i won't eat you even though i'm angry ..
But Sorry .. its too late .. im ady hating u .. And for some reason that the personality u have right now. Stop and dun stare at me all the time is creepy .. I hate u alot u know that ?
Have u make up ur damn mind ??
Im sorry for being rude but im already a pot of hot water boiling with full tempreture...
why??why ??"
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO TALK TO ME ??
WHY MUST U RUIN MY LIFE ??

CAN'T U JUST GIVE ME SOME SPACES???

BORN TO BE RETARTED

~LoVe Music~~

**Finally wrote my veRy own 1st song .. CALL the LAst Step..
AH!! IT'S JUST SO WONDERFUL ~~ Its all about friendship.. Friends is always part of my life..
i love them and most of all i dun wan to lose them~



*So happy to have such a caring and funny sister and frenzz
~Caryn
~Lobak ~Yuan Zheng
~Roy
~Ashley
~Alyssa
~LemBu
~Chen Jia
~ShaRon
~FeDeRICK
~Bryan

**My Beloved Kor...
~Kei KOr

Kelvin Kor

~POm poM KOR

LOVE YA ALL ~~~~~~ MUACKXXX ^ XOXOXO^



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