Holiday Suck !! ( for me )

Argh!!! Holiday sucks !! Who curse me ?? I've been writing this Post three Times !!

CiS!!! geram-nya...

i've been watching tv all day long to past my stupid time ..

Yer.. boring day ... BORING ! BORING ! BORING!

Holiday last for 4 days ..

How am i gonna "TAHAN" ????

OH FOR HEAVEN SAKE !! I WANT MATI ALREADY !!

OH YA !! STUPID BAB*tut*ss playing FIREWORK !! so what ? Lan Ci ... they can play we chinese CANNOT PLAY .. WTF??

darn those BAB*TUT*SS

Argh !!!! i wish i can have my freedom ! ( actually i already have but only in the house !!)

=(

What can i say ..

Life style is sh*t and annoying , another st*t-ty day here =p . But, hey!! i saw that dude [ m.s ] He just suddenly appear in my face but didn't get to say 'hi' ofcourse.. i don't care anyways =)
( i was sleeping in the car and Arvin started shouted YES!!!!! i was like ? WHAT HAPPEN ?? and then he shouted I LOVE FLYFM !! Then i know whats happen already ! I think he won the akon tickets) Argh!!! i want to go !!! Bring me go !! =( LUCKY FELLOW ! YOUR LUCKY DAY LAR)
[ THE BOOK ]
Only Ashley Sio and Alyssa Tan and May understand!! Hey, that book is finish-ing , my broken english LIFE is there.. whoever keeping it .. KEEP IT PROPERLY!!! Don't lose it !!
Our love stories is in there.. [May, choose one nice new book okay ?]
[in class ]
everyone seem so sleepy today ! everybody lying down (so quite) This is so not 1C1 !! SO NOT !!=P Marytn is really freak-ing weird !! (WEIRDO ) I feel like im writing every single second of my life .. LOL

Weird day

Today is 'pretty' weird ..Neesha have this chinglish book that is full of weird pictures like signs and broken english menu. (FULL OF CRAPS THAT IS FUNNY) Today exams suckss i was too tired so i was asleep, and i have this weird dream ...is about floating on a hot air balloon ( i know , retard ..What kind of dream is this ?) WHAO!! i'm so fcukish today... WEIRDEST DAY OF MY LIFE ! i Miss my old life .. (yes!! i do ..) is not so complicated i wonder what i'll be in the future .. i've been stuck in the car like so long, cause 'we' got caught in the stupid jam [ is traffic jam not that jam ] and i saw A disgusting driver ..He was digging his nose !! [ eww!! feel like puke-ing ] i don't want continue seeing!! [ i forgot tell May !! =p] hahaahaha..

My WEIRDEST day!!

Sh*t y'all =p

i'm sorry if i've hurt you

Actually i've been missing you ...
I'm just tired with my life...
i'm tired of everything...
I'm always confused..
Forgive me ...

I'm sorry .. im just very confused..
i Don't know what the shit i'm say right now..

Shit " bored to the maxz"

My days so boring ...
So speechless
Need help here.

miss you guys..
So boring keep on studying studying..

Nothing much to say though .
NOTHING MUCH TO SAY

LOOK WITHIN

You told me i was beautiful

It mean so much to me.

But when i looked into the mirror

There was no beauty i could see.

I asked you why you you lied.

Then you told me to look closer

Because i'm beautiful inside....

i'm a lonely, silent stranger,

And to myself untrue,

I hide behind a mask , you see.

That no one can unglue.

i sit alone and think at night,

And wish that i could cry.

But my mask will not allow it,

So my eyes are always dry nowadays.

I long to share what's underneath,

This painful mask of mine.

But everyone that i can trust,

Just doesn't have the time.

Alone in this uniqueness,

That nobody can see,

Because i hide myself so well,

They cannot hear my plea.

I'll try to struggle on alone,

And yes.i'll get crush down.

But i will keep on stiving,

Until myself is found.

I'll wait till i've succeeded,

And can live without a mask.

Then i'll help another stranger,

That was too afraid to ask..

I'm sorry, i've betrayed you.. I'm sorry if i hurted you, cause i've been hiding in the dark all along..Doing things i'm not suppose to do.. i've known how much i mean to you..

You said i'm part of you ..

I've cried feeling gulity and i'm lucky to be part of you. This isn't a joke, i'm speaking out loud now!! and apologize for my mistakes.

Don't you think i'm wasting your time ? seriously? i felt useless.... for not being by your side when you needed me.

Maybe we're trying too hard.Maybe we turned apart ? i'm sorry .. i just don't want you to waste your time on me.. but...

I LOVE YOU.

A Journey To Stop Being 'LALA'

It's hard to change..All of a sudden..

It's so pain when you have to throw all your precious stuff away..

throw this.. throw that..

keep this .. keep that..

buy new stuff..

the result came out ..

make me look so diferent from the inside and outside ..

thank yoU Mae Qi..